Tuesday, January 3, 2012

lepas peristiwa itu

i think i've change a lot..i'm not perfect as other muslim women do on this planet...but now, i need to get rid of my foolish life..life with no dignity, no identity and no blessing by Him...
yesterday, i've found the way..a new way to wear proper hijab, a new way to talk and really interct in society and published myself as a new real muslimah...but, still i'm new...means i need guidance i need chances to develop more in islam..as said "islam adalah ilmu seluas laut y tak habis diterokai"...i thank my baba for giving me a bb torch that i can used as my new panduan with bb apps in it..
alhamdulillah now, i start to recite al-quran and add some addional solat (solat sunat)...i really feel close to Him...nothin more i ask just to repent to all my mistake and all my kelalaian terhadapNya....
for my boyfren bucuk, he is a good supporter to change me...for today, as the second day of new me, i did wake him up for solat subuh...everytime after solat magrib he will remind me to change and follow new path..leave all darkness behind...

zaman kanak2 adalah zaman penuh keriangan
zaman remaja adalah zaman penuh cabaran dan dugaan
zaman dewasa adalah zaman global..
namun keseluruhannya perlu diisi dengan ketaqwaan terhadapNya...











this is me...this style (tutup aurat) , i do hope shall stay with me

Friday, December 30, 2011

a day with u guys!!

warghh!!!...sumpah..best day ever..haha..lov u guys sso damn much.mlots of lawwaking n lots of fun at kbmall kelantan..now, ktorg kt masjid..stop nk semayang asar..ikot plan..mlm ni nk gerak g wakaf che yeh..tapi kalau sempat..bende xconfirm..huhu..

Tengah tunggu member solat, tersempak ngan faqrul..one of my scolmate dlu..so, ajak die lepak sekali..bergurau senda and bergelak sakan tadi..(Tapi dalam hati ni risau, happy sangat takut nanti sedih merana..wowowow)

Tadi, semua orang shoping giler..dUit keluar mengalahkan air terjun..da macam ombak RINDU pom ada..hahahaha..lpas tu kwar dr kbmall tu..ktoRg gerak ke masjid telipuk..nk solat kt sane...then, trus gerak balik umah..as driver of cos la nk kne hntar n make sure kwn2 sume da smpai kt umah dorg..(I bwak anak dara orang jalan kan)..woohoo...

For trip today..best thing ever!!..mmuAhh!

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

daily life

suppose cuti2 cmni aq da belayar ke laut cine utara da..but aku msih dcni with my family having vacation to knowhere..but bro just got 6a in pmr..dy da apply nk futher kt skola laen..tp still xsure dapat nanti kat mana..hope he get the best..goodluck bro!!!^.^..hoho...soon, my sis pulak y nk dpat result spm...she's working now smbil tunGgu tawaran n result..(Doakan kau dapat yang terbaik)...

For me myself, m just waitin for my final sem..agk cuak lerw cos bende ni tentukan prktikal nanti aku dapat ke tak..huhu...

Lagi pasal hidup harian ni..I keep fighting wot my boy..kadang aku pom xpham ape punca nye..pikir2 xdpat..malasla la nk pikir lebih2...evtapi, aq da pandai pujuk hati sendiri..lagipom, kami da lme kan..gile nak merajuk lebih2 cam ntah pape2...but, hello aq masih perempuan..lau pujukan terbaik akan cair jugak aku..haha!!..tapi bende2 yang xdpat ni xpyahla kite berangan...

That's all for now..assalamualaikum..

Saturday, December 24, 2011

hati perempuan

setiap perempuan ada feelings masing2..terutama mengenai cAlon pilihan hati..biasenye ciri yang dicari setengahnye sudah ada pada ayah masing2, tambahan ayah merupakan contoh terbaik bagi anak2.
Ciri lelaki idaman bukanlah berdasarkan rupa, harta, kebijaksanaan tapi pada akaL lelaki itu dalam memahami seseorang perempuan..ni sebagai salah satu contoh kenapa wanita sangat mudah tersentuh dengan keperibadian sesetengah lelaki..perkara kedua ya dilihat adalah agama, mampu lelaki ini menjadi imam bagi aku dan anak2ku?..mampukah lelaki ini membimbing aku ke jalan yang benar? dan mampukah lelaki ini menjadi ketua yang baik?..soalan ini muncul dalam fikiran mereka..maka ibu menjadi tempat rujukan..bagi perempuan yang memiliki pasangan di usia muda..perwatakan lelaki akan diperhatikan bagi memastikan ciri calon suami yang meReka idamkan..bukanlaH keterampilan yang menjadi rujukan utama..

Aku mengutara tajuk ini hanye sebagai luahan bagi hati yang masih mude dan mencari2 c die yang sepatutnye..tapi jodoh dan pertemuan d tangan-Nya, maKa aku mendoakan dy adalah dari golongan yang terbaik buatku..

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

at nilai university...just now

here, everyone are busy donating their blood at blood donation booth. we know every bag of blood means every 1gram of our weight had been remove. but, me, i, myself will never donate my blood n see with my own eyes that my own red blood cell are moving and they located in a bag full of fluid which can avoid blood clott.
everytime i pass th ebooth, they call to donate there, n i just smile n say in heart "GOSH U R SCARING MY STREAM!!"...but, it only happen few time...&^&&$#%..
now i have to wait till that people in chrge go to others place.
guys, its good to donate blood,..but, we should know, it is important to donate n save others life..many securition take places to avoid any transfusion reaction...
p/s: org kalau bace ni, mesti kate..."WOW, MINAH NI STDY SIAP PSAL DERMA DRAH..GILE KAKI STDY!!"..HAHAHA...actully i learn this in my sem 2..hello, its like im taking medical lab technoo right (dgn muka mintak kaki)

well, that all for now, just boring here smbil layan fb..huhu....^_^

Monday, October 3, 2011

naek lambogini td g kolej..haha!

orang lain tengah sengket aku n budak umah dengan bangga n kembang hidungnye naik la lambogini milik seorang insan y baik hati ini...welll, thank to him, kereta mahal itu menghantar kami ke sekolah (kolej)..yeahh..
pagi tadi dapat naik kereta mahal pom sebab kene tinggal ngan bas..ado0i..sengal jew..<>
kak ris kate kawan dy ada tinggal kunci kereta so, ape lagi..dengan ekzos besar gile, tayar lebar (tapi smooth giler)..aku drive la..muka mase tu masing2 bajet cam anak dato la konon maklumla kereta canggih..

lam kul 9 lbey ktorg keluar dari kolej sebab nak teman mimi g klinik sebab beliau mengalami kesakitan lam mulut..sampai sane doc kate mimi ad cyst (sejenis parasite)..!!terkejut kami!!..sampai ase nk tekan minyak kereta mahal tu kuat2..ktorg g la klinik yang  lain sebab tempat mimi sakit tu ad kaitan ngan oral so, doktor gigi y kene settle..da hantar mimi, aku ngan yana drive la balik kolaj sebab xnak pontang kelas immunohaema..~sayang lecturer~..hihi...kelas masuk lam 15 minit je sebab aku da sampai lewat..lepas kelas, g makan jap..pastu kak ris col : mimi da siap..

drive lagi g ambik dorg...mase lam kete yang berkuasa tinggi tu, yana up la volume lagu.....nk balik tu..bile da nak masuk perkarangan banglo tu, punye feeling nye bawak lambogini, sampai enjin bawah da rapat ngan tanah..~ad geseran la~...maka pucat la aku time2....

da hantar mimi, nak balik, tangki minyak lak kosong..maklumla..kereta mahal, minyak pom cepat tambah lak bawak speed tinggi2..hohoho...

tapi, kitorng chill lagi sebab dapat naek kereta itu..

p/s : sebenanye kereta itu adalah proton wira...............................-_~

Monday, September 26, 2011

what am i suppose to be??

this coarse kind the making me crazy...
this little insane thing approach my mind when im having lots of problems with my eye as i am maybe rabun jauh, i got sick with boring wayang , i need money to shopping (cause im not shopping properly lately) . .and my most worth are having fight with my own boyfren...i thought mybe cause im still sayang sy so im not leaving him...but, think about this...i a human being...i got lots of little sumhtin to be manage...so, he suppose to support me not letting me down alone...i got these headache when im trying to focus on my stdy...HOMAIGOD guys i canot control myself..he making my mind away from my own studies...this stuff is really not good n really2 not such a good idea...

n again.."what am im supposed to do"

for, my own senior..guys, i dont get u...u making me feel so annoyed,,,,being stupid to change from respect to mngumpat about u all...behave la...i dont mind if u think we "junior" like super watever in class or outstation, but u not suppose to tell about ur own junior punye attittude to other coarse (heboh kt facebook)..any other place will u used to appreciate ur own junior??..its like..daaaa facebook not only malaysian but many people out there reading its..its like menconteng arang ke muke sendiri....suppose u all know how to handle kids problems...we respect u...but still in facebook u want to argue..just get lost...never mind..i myslef dont even care if i dont have senior...beside..FOR WHAT?...

n again.."what am i suppposed to do"

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sorry guys..im just stress

elo0..~(^_^)~

hav a nice day viewing my 'diary'...
people not knowing me can simply know me better through this..
i love writing bout me here rather than tellin others...
lov myself..as i know people will love me....